People used to say, the more often you encountered something or the more experience you have regarding things in life, the more you will get used to it.
I say, that only happens to certain things..not all.
My experiences of travelling away from home since i was 12 do not seem to give me extra advantage over those who started later in life. The same sickening feeling of travelling alone and confusing inner voices have never failed to follow faithfully. This is the time when walls are drawn up, shields are lifted, eyes are on guard and sigh is heard. It's gonna be ok...is the most well-practised verse over the entire period before the mood subdued.
Just when i thought i was all alone in spite of the multitudes, He is near. He just have His way. I don't know...but He knows and that is enough for me. No..no..the above paragraphs are mere example, He always pops up into my life. I say pops up not because of His nature to do so, but i have not been noticing Him closely. He is always there.......
God, when u read this from heaven, i want you to know that this is my first time writing out the secret we have. I have never done this before and do not know whether i will be doing it again...perhaps more privately.
But God i just wanna tell you, make me more sensitive every time You come by.
hugs and love,
your daughter (**chuckle**)
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